after v-day

after v-day... i decided to check my e-mail. nothing interesting there but ironically, i've been sitting here for almost three hours now. it only crossed my mind to view the blog karlo's texted days ago. ho hum sonofagun, i remembered, i only had soup (instant), water and a few sips of coffee this morning at a friend's house. it's almost four pm, i have a meeting with my groupmates in film but i'm taking my time typing whatever comes to mind. it's crowded now, in this net shop near our house and i'm feeling blank. blank? yup, blank. but something in my head goes blip blip blip blip. what is it? maybe it's sleep, sleep, sleep or eat, eat, eat. right now, i'd rather eat. eat? but i'm trying to lose weight. why? due to an abrupt break-up and a wake-up call. geez! what love can and can't do to love fools like me.

i typed a loooong letter to ian a while ago through friendster and instructed kathy to tell ian to forward that letter to him, that'll save me time anyway. it contained details on how i've been after january 23rd and i'm doing okay.

ooohh...what's showing on the shop's tv is a sex scene but it looks like someone's gonna die, with the music and shots shown. aargh!

cut!